sigma-alfa

2007-11-14T22:25:00.000+01:00

Are we happy plastic people
Under shiny plastic steeples
With walls around our weakness
And smiles to hide our pain
But if the invitation’s open
To every heart that has been broken
Maybe then we close the curtain
On our stained glass masquerade

So I tuck it all away, like everything’s okay
If I make them all believe it, maybe I’ll believe it too
So with a painted grin, I play the part again
So everyone will see me the way that I see them

Is there anyone who’s been there
Are there any hands to raise
Am I the only one who’s traded
In the altar for a stage

The performance is convincing
And we know every line by heart
Only when no one is watching
Can we really fall apart

But would it set me free
If I dared to let you see
The truth behind the person
That you imagine me to be

2007-10-21T11:54:00.001+01:00

A New Era 16.07.07

2007-08-27T19:13:00.001+01:00

i miss you...

The Greatest Evil Is Indifference

2007-02-15T15:17:00.000+01:00

Today I have been exhausted. I am so tired of pushing and pushing and pushing my life forward in some direction I can't even see where's headed. I feel like every little push drains me so much that each time I want to give up. I can't understand why I'm still standing. I haven't had a hard life. I haven't had anything significantly bad happen to me, or been the victim of cruel injustice. I just feel tired... When I think of other people that I've known, peers and friends, I wonder if they ever feel the same way. How can they just go on and on and on, without getting tired? Maybe they are motivated by what they are doing, maybe they feel more refreshed by doing exactly what they are doing. My question would then be... Why don't I feel the same way?

In my first period today I was listening to my teacher lecturing about Kepler, Galileo, Copernicus, Einstein etc. They are the great thinkers and inventors of our time, yet they had a very "poor" life. They were sick very often, they didn't have allot of money and the ones that our teacher mentioned today, didn't have pleasant deaths either. They contributed allot to science and to the development of this world, yet they didn't have a "nice" life. You could argue; how would you define a nice life? Maybe for them, they did have a nice life. They were doing what they were passionate about. How else could you explain why they used so much time and energy and sacrifice so much for their research?

Maybe this is why i feel so tired. I'm not doing what I'm supposed to do. Or maybe life in general is just hard, and we never reach the top of the mountain.

Valentines day

2007-02-14T23:41:00.000+01:00

This is what i got for valentines day.
isn't it cute?

didn't really think i would get anything, so this is a surprise.

Jelly Belly

2007-01-28T22:42:00.000+01:00

Dette er noe av det merkeligst snopet som finnes.
Jelly Beans kommer i mange forskjellige smaker, blant annet så er det en som smaker som en såpe, det er en av de blå, du får smakt noe som smaker pepper aktig, det er den rød, og så har vi diverse drinker man kan smake om man putter flere beans i munnen....

Complement!

2006-12-27T21:38:00.000+01:00

I heard that a teacher of mine from IB had said that i was the nicest student he had ever had.
Even though he might av exaggerated, I'm still pretty happy that he said it.
I feel that I'm a nice person :) SOO nice :P

The one with the christmas cake...

2006-12-24T21:26:00.000+01:00

This picture would be the picture that shows the cake my mother baked for Christmas, on Christmas eve :P Mucho bueno :D

Silent is the pain

2006-12-23T01:54:00.000+01:00

Even though you verbally don’t express what you are feeling anymore,
Doesn’t mean that it’s still not hurting,
It doesn’t mean that it didn’t mean anything,
It doesn’t mean that everything should continue the way the have been doing,
It doesn’t mean that it is accepted.
It just means,
If you didn’t understand what you’ve done now,
If you didn’t notice the silence around you,
If you are really that self-absorbed,
Then you might find yourself alone in the silence after a while.
And there is little you can do to fix it.
Because in the end, there is something that is called, too late.

Dagens tekst til å lære

2006-12-14T18:56:00.000+01:00

dette er dagens tekst som jeg skal oversette og prøve å forstår... vi får håpe på det beste.

La Luz en el Bosque

Mónica Leal Gallardo
(A mi hijita Leslie)

Hace mucho, mucho tiempo...cuando en América aun no existían fronteras, en un hermoso valle al pie de un volcán, vivía Inken, una niñita de raza Mapuche.
Quiso el destino que Inken fuese la menor de 9 hermanos y que sus 8 hermanos mayores fueran hombres.
Inken veía con envidia como ellos salían a cazar, entrenaban para la guerra o realizaban largos viajes para intercambiar sus productos con las lejanas tribus de la costa o del otro lado de las altas montañas...incluso a veces llegó a pensar que había tenido la mala suerte de ser mujer.

The chocolate sweet

2006-12-12T01:56:00.000+01:00

This must be the high of my day.
A chocolate sweet that actually tastes very nice, not too sweet but enough to satisfy your taste buds :)
wonderful, just wonderful :)

Blackout!!

2006-12-10T21:35:00.000+01:00

so... the electricity suddently went out.
that was soooo fun!
i love it when that happens :)

CAKE DAY

2006-12-10T17:29:00.000+01:00

Today i saw the nobel peace prize award on TV.
Naturally they were speaking norwegian. It is in norway so why not.
I also heard it was the day to celebrate human rights.

so today i baked a cake.
Mainly because i wanted to eat something sweet :P
but i cut away the sides and made a decorated cake (yes i know i can't decorate) and put a post behind it.
this is how it looked like.

seems fitting right?
a day we celebrate human rights and the nobel peace price is awarded =)

The one where the kicthen floor was cleaned!!

2006-12-05T21:29:00.000+01:00

I walked into the kitchen, and i found this :)
Interesting isn't it? 3 guys washing the floor.
I was so thrilled! Never had i seen such a sight!
so i just had to take some more pictures to remember the moment :P

Since they were so good boys, we ordered pizza for them to eat while they were waiting to put back the furniture to there proper places :P

GOOD JOB BOYS!

This is me:

2006-11-28T23:33:00.000+01:00